Some people I will never understand, some I do understand and wish I didn't, and some well quite frankly I try to stay far away from them so I am not tempted to try to understand them! But one thing I do not understand is when you interview someone, they are one person. Then the day they start getting a pay check, the morph into this entire person that you didn't even imagine could be hiding there. Whatever happened to trying to please your boss and trying to get a long with all your co workers - even if you couldn't stand the sight of their face? I was raised back in the good ole Midwest, that you are nice to everyone, even if you don't like them - there is always a few exceptions, don't get me wrong. But this talking behind peoples back at work, making fun of people at work, and just making up you own whatever as you go along - where did this come from??? Also, another issue I have come across, people having problem with there being management. Not with the person who is the manager - but that there is management - they would rather have a free for all. Not me. I like structure and dependability.
So today, I help solve a crisis at 7AM. Go me! You are awesome Sara Mulero aka Dental office fixer! haha I guess I need a pat on the back from myself? I'll take it! Hopefully all works out to the best of its abilities. I know karma will be there for all the others involved and that things will work themselves out,but I just hate to see it have to happen like that. Lets all be adults .... I know .. novel idea - MATURITY!
Yesterday, the first day of the whole30 went very well. I was up early with +Luis , to make some breakfast and his lunch. Then I went for a walk to the gym here on the apartment grounds. Its a pretty nice gym, actually .. kinda weird to me. There was a few people in there that didn't bother me - but then a girl with her personal trainer came in. Now, I have no problem with a personal trainer - don't get me wrong - but when the dude is eating a muffin and having some coffee and they are merely just chatting all along while he is looking at me in the mirror on the wall - I tend to get self conscious. I am not going to lie to you all - I don't like going to the gym because of whenever I was heavier - there is always the stares and the gawkers. I have become a lot better in dealing with it, but I guess yesterday just wasn't my day. I did the elliptical for 30 mins and then 30 mins of weight machines and then kinda sorta jogged back to the apartment. Not the entire way, but hey - I gotta start somewhere. I really would like to be a runner - its strange, even to me that I want this. But I do. So baby steps, I'll start with very light jogging and work up my strength. It will come sooner or later if I just keep at it.
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