Unappreciated

Let me first state this, there is certain times I wish I could fine tune who could read this and couldn't, but that would defeat my purpose for this blog.  I wanted a blog where I could publicly state my feelings, thoughts, and journey through weight loss.  With that being said, I know some of you who talk behind my back to the doctor and probably patients, read this to keep up with me, because I have blocked you on Facebook and you have come to know that I really am not your friend.  That's what happens when you treat people terrible.  They treat you with respect while they have to, but I no longer have to.  I never have respected you and never will, you are a lazy, disrespectful, liar, and just all around bad person.  If you are reading this and taking offense to this, then good.

As I have stated many times over and over - I am still working for the office I left a few months ago.  That's about to change.  I am placing the orders for this month, making a few signs, and sending some emails - I am finished.  I am really done with being unappreciated and disrespected.  I was trying to be the bigger person in the situation and do the right thing.  I have never been paid for anything I have done since I left the office including the trip back to the said office for the commercial.  I feel that I deserve better than that.  Even if I see that they don't.  And that "they" is not everyone in the said office.

I think I am mostly hurt because the people that said "I always had their back" and that were my "friends" ( I had VERY few actual friends in LA), are the ones being the most ignorant.  There is so much I could say about them, so much.  Things I chose to be too small of an issue to bring up to the boss, I felt like I was being being petty, but I wasn't they were being wrong - and I should have said something.  And I am.

If you are a real and true friend of mine, then you know I will do anything for you - that's legal - I do have some boundaries.  I will sacrifice things to help real friends out, I honestly love helping people that will be there for me.  And in LA especially it was hard for me to find those people, so the ones that I did consider a true friend I went above and beyond for on most occasions.  I mean in all honesty - I even did it for people I didn't really like.  Like leading them all around Houston on my birthday weekend.  It was supposed to be a weekend getaway for me and Luis - to get away from people that aggravated me at work - well that doesn't work so well, when they are literally following you.

So in closing, enjoy it while you can because things are about to change!